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ANNUAL BIRTHDAY WISHLIST 2009

behind the mask
 ANNUAL BIRTHDAY WISHLIST 2009

Last year's list
  • Anything with crosses and skulls, accessories most especially :)
  • Books! I'd love romance novels, or Pride and Prejudice sequel books ( I have Mr Darcy Presents his bride, and Mr Darcy takes a wife)~
  • Anything Japan/China/Taiwan/Korea related. :)
  • Taiwanese Drama dvd's (with English subs please)
  • Unique/Creative notebooks
  • Boots or Scarves~
  • Kerropi-related anything
  • Anything that you think I'd like :D
  • MANGA (not mangga/mango, mind you)
  • Anime figures!
  • Super creative usb like the ones over here
  • Food, like peanuts, or chocolates, or whatnot~
  • Money to go shopping >w<
Haha, that's pretty much it. I'm so predictable, I ask for the same things every year~ XD

Oct. 16th, 2009

kiss
 
  1. Can we start all over again?

    I want to remember what it feels like, to fall in love for the first time.

    Click.

100 Truths

How I see the world.

Tagged by Coleen. Tagging anyone who wants to do this. :)
Posted on LJ and Multiply
 

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage?

- lemon iced tea

 

2. last phone call?

-Chaley

 

3. last text message?

-Globe: 630pm from Rong
-Smart: Have no idea. Haha

 

4. last song you listened to?

-Tears to Tiara Opening Song

 

5. last time you cried?

-Awhile ago, while watching Click

 

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice?

-No.

 

7. been cheated on?

-No..maybe. It's complicated.

 

8. kissed someone & regretted it?

-Yes.

 

9. lost someone special?

-Yes.

 

10. been depressed?

-Yes, a lot of times.

 

11. been drunk and threw up?

-Drunk, no. Threw up because of too much alcohol, yes.

 

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Green

13. Red

14. Blue

 

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend?

-Yes.

 

16. Fallen out of love?

-Not sure myself.

 

17. Laughed until you cried?

-Yes.

 

18. Met someone who changed you?

-Yes.

 

19. Found out who your true friends were?

-Yes.

 

20. Found out someone was talking about you?

-Yes.

 

21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list?

-Yes.

 

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life?

-About 90%.

 

24. Do you have any pets?

-Yes.

 

25. Do you want to change your name?

-Sometimes I do. Sometimes I don't.

 

26. What did you do for your last birthday?

-Invited friends to dinner. Many couldn't make it because of work/other reasons. :(

 

27. What time did you wake up today?

-Around 4pm.

 

28. What were you doing at midnight last night?

-Internet-ing while watching the telly.

 

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for.

-Complete independence.

 

30. Last time you saw your Mother?

-About a half hour ago.

 

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?

-My past decisions.

 

32. What are you listening to right now?

-Japanese dialogue from Tears to Tiara.

 

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?

-Yes.

 

34. What's getting on your nerves right now?

-A lot of things, mostly things about myself.

 

35. Most visited webpage?

- Livejournal

 

37. Nicknames?

-Christa, Xta, Chrissie, Xtasy, Toki

 

38. Relationship Status?

-Single.

 

39. Zodiac sign?

-Scorpio.

 

40. Male or female?

-Female.

 

41. Elementary?

-ICA.

 

42. Middle School?

-Uh...ICA.

 

43. High school/College

-ICA, then the Ateneo.

 

44. Hair colour?

-Black/Dark Brown.

 

45. Long or short?

-Long.

 

46. Height

-5'3?

 

47. Do you have a crush on someone?

-Yes.

 

48: What do you like about yourself?

-I don't know.

 

49. Piercings?

-4. 2 on each ear.

 

50. Tattoos?

-Nope.

 

51. Righty or lefty?

-Righty.

 

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery?

-Latest I can recall was HS, for braces.

 

53. First piercing?

-Baby ear piercing.

 

54. First best friend?

-Hm. Don't recall. Joy Sy maybe.

 

55. First sport you joined?

-Swimming.

 

56. First vacation?

-To dad's hometown, a few months after I was born.

 

58. First pair of trainers?

-Yeah, baby walker.

 

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating?

-Nothing.

 

60. Drinking?

-Nothing.

 

61. I'm about to..

-check my plurk and restaurant city account..

 

62. Listening to?

-one of the hosts from Canada's Next Top Model.

 

63. Waiting on?

-No one, hopefully.

 

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?

-Yes.

 

65. Get Married?

-In the future, yeah.

 

66. Career?

-Writing career please. Or something that has to do with different cultures.

 

WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes?

-Eyes.

 

68. Hugs or kisses?

-Hugs.

 

69. Shorter or taller?

-Taller.

 

70. Older or Younger?

-Older.

 

71. Romantic or spontaneous?

-Spontaneous.

 

72. Nice stomach or nice arms?

-Arms.

 

73. Sensitive or loud?

-Sensitive.

 

74. Hook-up or relationship?

-Relationship.

 

75. Trouble maker or hesitant?

-Trouble maker.

 

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger?

-No.

 

77. Drank hard liquor?

-Yes.

 

78. Lost glasses/contacts?

-Yes.

 

79. Sex on first date?

-Of course not.

 

80. Broken someone's heart?

-I don't think I have.

 

81. Had your own heart broken?

-Yes.

 

82. Been arrested?

-God, no.

 

83. Turned someone down?

-Yeah.

 

84. Cried when someone died?

-Of course.

 

85. Fallen for a friend?

-Sadly, yes.

 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself?

-Honestly, no.

 

87. Miracles?

-Yes.

 

88. Love at first sight?

-Yes.

 

89. Heaven?

-Yes.

 

90. Santa Claus?

-Yes!

 

91. Kiss on the first date?

-Depends.

 

92. Angels?

-Yes.

 

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf?

-No.

 

95. Did you sing today?

-No.

 

96. Ever cheated on somebody?

-No.

 

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?

-Start from scratch. I want to re-do my life all over again. Erase all the mistakes I've ever done.

 

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?

-April 11, 2008. First day of the next 6 weeks in China.

 

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

-Sometimes, yes.

 

100. Posting this as 100 truths?

-Yes.


Blogging at work

deserving guy
Am currently blogging at work. :)

Since I didn't have class today, I expected that I'd be at work around noon, the usual time. This morning though, boss asked me to come in earlier. 11, I was already at work, god the traffic was horrendous, it being a Friday and all. Arrived at work and found out boss wanted us to go out on assignment to do some scouting/research work. So took the taxi with Sasha (fellow Atenean) and Jippy (boss' assistant) to go to POEA (Philippine Overseas Employment Agency) along Ortigas-EDSA scouting for a story. We spent about 2 hours there before we headed to Galleria to try and get a taxi back to Tomas Morato/Pasay Ave, which took forever.

Anyways, just finished booking for a shoot tomorrow, scheduling and whatnot. Instead of heading to Ateneo to help with the Open House, I will instead be shooting then resting before dinner with friends. Goodbye BB Gandanghari event, you shall just have to wait until next time.

A simple greeting from me to you~ :)

victorian romance
Click this link if you can't see the greeting card below. :) Short poem included after the greeting card is made, courtesy of yours truly.

Enjoy my friends~ :)


Despite the lack of snow this Christmas season,

or the lack of Evergreen trees amidst the gifts,

I wish you all a Merry Christmas,

and may your holidays be filled with utmost bliss.

 

Happy Holidays everyone!

 

Sincerely Yours,

Christa / Toki Hasegara / Huang Qi Si 黄绮思


 

Xmas Wishlist 2008

a simple wish
Okay, since everyone's making one...I'm off to make my own Christmas Wishlist as well. It's basically an edited version of my Birthday Wishlist (which was really not that long ago~ XD)

XMAS WISHLIST 2008
  • Scarves (dude,  I love scarves! As long as it's not black&white, I'm fine with it! Why? I already have a b&w one~)
  • Accessories (like headbands, bracelets, chokers, earrings) - FYI: I like crosses and skulls. XD
  • BOOKS [yes again]: The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger, Pride and Prejudice equels (except Mr Darcy takes a Wife since I have this already), Twilight series PLEASE, Romance novels (you can check with me if you aren't sure if I already have the book), Memoirs of a Geisha (I don't have my own copy), Little Men by Louisa May Alcott
  • Any cute/unique/one-of-a-kind notebook. Not the cheap kind (from National) with like actors and actresses on the front cover -___- Meh. Anime ones are okay. Haha MOLESKIN (Asa pa!) Or well, I'm really more into the unique/odd kinds of notebooks.
  • PSP GAMES (Yes, if you could hand them to me in a CD that would be great. XD I like RPG/Anime kinds of games)
  • Tees with witty comments/images.
  • Vacuum cleaner for laptop keyboard.
  • Ateneo apparel! You know like an Ateneo jacket~ :3
  • Alarm clock! Yes I want my own too. I like the really odd ones that speak or have a bell. I love the American ones with ringing bells! :D
  • China-related anything or Japan-related anything. Anime-related anything. (I'm an easy person to please!)
  • Cosplay-related anything. (Again, I re-iterate. It doesn't take much to make me happy! XD)
  • dSLR and or Macbook Pro
  • Trip to China/Taiwan/HK/Japan
  • SIMS3
  • Peanuts!!! Chocolate!! Dried Mangoes! Fruits!!! (Simply put, food. As long as it's not seafood - with the exception of calamaris)
  • Money (to buy what I want to buy. Check above :P)
You may refer to this post.

China Pictures

How I see the world.
Some of the China pictures (turned art) that I took in China. Enjoy friends~ :)


Photos here~Collapse )

Distractions

a simple wish
Scorpio is an obsessive, possessive manipulator with an unquenchable lust for power and a penchant for degradation. Scorpios are power-crazed, brooding, obsessional, ruthless, intense, sexy sadists. The scorpio darkside is darker than the rest, almost out of the dark into a whole other dimension, a kind of soul-sucking meta-dark, where suddenly the words "evil" and "mastermind" seem inadequate. There is no sin, depravity, perversion, cruelty, degradation or villainy they wouldn't consider. You may never carry out your desires because you are a control supremo and find that it's sometimes even more exquisite and refined to deny yourself than to indulge. You are analytical and calculating. You have never been known to apologize for anything, since it would make you look weak; nor do you grant second chances. If people let you down, they're nonpersons and are completely shunned. If it wasn't for your self-destructive streak and obsession with sex, the rest of us would be in trouble because you will stop at nothing to get what you want. You can always be distracted by lust. Your deadly sin is your lust: lust for power, lust for money, lust for status, lust for revenge, lust for other bodies, lust for your own.

In sex, there is nothing you won't try. You love sex-lots of it, at any time, anywhere: straight, deviant, and downright weird, because you know that sex is power. Sex with you is intense, passionate and erotic. But, it's the sex you love, not the one you're with. Of course, while you are often almost blind with lust, you are always in control in any relationship, and sex is on your terms. You might want serial one night stands. You might want intense, constant, obsessional sex with a single lust-slave. You might even want to show how in control you are and give up sex altogether for a life of celibacy. Regardless, the choice is always yours, never the partner's.

You are well aware of the difference between love and sex (which is why you make really hot sex-workers and bonk-buddies), but you don't care if others aren't. The world is littered with Scorpio discards (usually Pisceans) who believed that a 12-hour lustfest meant it was time to start choosing drapes.

Most people are scared of you. They just do what you say. You are not a natural socializer. You have lots of acquaintances but only a few close friends, whom you have chosen because they are loyal and noncompetitive. You never forget and forgive. You can have a long-term relationship, but are jealous and possessive and always read secret diaries. You must be the dominant partner.

In work, you are a raging competitor. You do your job, keep your ears open and your eyes down, pick up all the contacts, techniques, and inside info you need, then go off and set up your own empire. Once you've trashed the opposition, you get bored and move on to something else. Your favorite color is black. Your home is often sparse of furnishings and extremely tidy.

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Care of Adrian urzafailure 
This is not me, or is it?

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Songs of Lost Loves..

And when men in masks come hither
to court and woo a fair young maiden
I plea to thee with caution
guard yourself with utmost care.
For men are known to weave lies,
to sing words and promises
which only disillusions the mind
yet is never meant to be taken seriously.
So fear for your heart,
a tender and emotional treasure,
and let not yourselves be ovecome
with false hopes and false dreams.
Men do say they art one thing,
but in reality mean the other
for most end up being that
which they abhor the most.
In caution, I do warn thee
to be wary of their actions.
Do not be swayed by talks of love,
nor should you be taken in
by their smiles and laughter.
For a young maiden's heart
remains innocent and naive
and much in romantic love,
only once.
(c)Christa Uymatiao

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